Thursday, March 31, 2005

Finally...

I've finally completed my short story,something that I've promise my friends ages ago.Haha......Oh well glad that I've got some positive reviews for it,might be submitting it for GEMALA but then again,mine might be a lil too long for a short story(3.25 pages).

Overall,it's been a great day!School started with Pn Subbu(my form teacher)entering class and screwed everybody's ass wickedly,even Eric!normally the teacher's pet!haha...oh well,Eric got really pissed and guess what our Godfather of Arrogance did to rebel?He made a speech for his oral examination that was utterly perfect,yes,perfect!Can't find a better word to describe it.It spoke of each and every student's feelings and dilemmas,it doesnt mater whether you're a nerd,a geek,a playboy,a slacker,etc,you wouldn't be able to find any fault with Eric's speech.
In a month time,I've found two literary masterpiece inspired by Susela.One's Eric speech and another one is Su Lynn's essay(Mr Jacob read it to his classes)...whoa...she ain't that useless after all,somehow...I find that most student's so called hatred for her might actually be affectionate,heck,she could be one heck of a biatch but seriously,running around the school with my friends trying to evade her has become one of my favourite past time in school....haha...oh well...I feel awfully tempted to buy her man-sized fork and a tag-on tail and a pair of strap on horns,that would be the perfect look for her don't you think?hahahahahahahahahaha...(the author is in an advance state of syiok sendiri...ignore his lame comments)

Ian out.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Monday Morning

Everything started out really bad today.I woke up to find my toothpaste all dried up,had to rush through my bath because my alarm didn't ring and worst of all,to find that I've finished all the Oreos in my house(all gone to my bulging waistline)!GRRRRRR!

Oh well,the morning started badly but at least it didn't go on badly,at least I'll be seeing Tert in school(thanks Tert,for giving me a reason to wake up every morning).School was totally chaotic today and I skipped all my lessons(like it matters,most teachers weren't in anyways).hahaha......by the way......I find the marchers very amusing during rehearsal.I wonder if they realise that their performance contributes to their score for sports day.I saw people like Chin Huei and Vikram clowning around while James(the Hang Tuah flag bearer)looked like he was gonna to be crushed by the weight of the pole...haha

Oh well,conclusively......the rehearsal did light up what would normally be a mundane Monday morning and I had some fun.Anywayz,got to go people.I'm rushing through my short story here(I promised to finish it centuries ago).Aiks....anywayz......I might post it here on my blog...Ciaoz!

Sunday, March 27, 2005

The Teh Tarik Vendetta

It's 1:37 am.I'm lethargic,sleepy and very grumpy due to the undesired disturbance to my biological scheduling.All thanks to Ravi's TEH TARIK!!!grrr......the caffeine level is so high that I swear I could do push ups in hundreds right now right here!!!Sighz......sleep is a very attractive luxury to many and I'm not excluded,join the club people!Let's sleep till our moms have to wake us up for lunch!!!

I went out with my parents for dinner today......went to Mat's Best at ss14 via a recommendation from The Stars.I wonder if the journalist was bribed,the nasi lemak was one of the worst I've tasted(even our canteen's nasi lemak was much beter) and the teh tarik I had there was horrendous,absolutely the Hilarry Duff of the teh tariks(nothing but sugar,and seriously,even my self made Milo never tasted this bad).Oh well,to make it up,shared a Choc Sundae from McD's with my sis.yummy yummy!Oh well,got to parade and went to its MPH.A place where you'll need trucks to contain my drooling salivas,I'm abosultely fanatic about books!
Sighz,but novels are an expensive luxury and my monthly pocket money couldn't support it...sobz T.T....

Done shopping bout two hours later and decided to have a cuppa at Ravi's.Now that's what I call a drink,so much better than the one I had earlier.Oh well,dinner wasn't satisfactory but the Choc Sundae and Ravi's sort of made up for it.Heck,I still can't get to sleep!No more midnight teh tariks ever!

Think PINK,not MINK!

Would you wanna be literally wrapped around the fur of your barking shih-tzu?If you're kind enough to spare the live of your puppy then please be kind enough to keep fur out of your wardrobe too!Abandon those fur for goodness' sake!If you think you're cool all wrapped up in a multi-thou animal fur,you're no better than the bell-bottomed baboon that walks around in our school area(you know who you are,la la)Most of all,if you need fur to make you happy,I feel sorry for you,you're as good as a walking piece of shiat!J.Lo sucks!check out her new video and try to count how many vixens were sacrificed for her hedious outfit!Fu** you fur bearers!(sorry of the use of the vulgar language,but I'm deeply disturbed by what i've just seen.)Remember people,think PINK,not MINK!!!Let's screw the fur-trading business' @ss!Meanwhile,if you're still not convinced,watch this video from this site.

http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/Prefs.asp?video=fur_farm

A Bittersweet Week

The first week of school after the holidays was always something to look forward to but somehow there was an air of dreadfulness that hung around for this particular week,the prospect of seeing her was alluringly inviting though.Some events for sports day were already held on Tuesday and I took part in a couple of them and thankfully,I've managed a couple of medals too.Just when I thought I'm starting to lose my zest for writing,I got started on my short story(In which Eric read without my permission and laughed the hell out of me).I wouldn't pride myself as a great writer(I've never done too well for school papers,I always flunk them for some reason),but I enjoy what I've wrote.I guess that's what life is all about ain't it?Always rejoice in what you have,not rue over what you could have.Oh yeah,I had some bird's nest today and seriously,what with the hype?Probably mine was bad because it was cheap(came with a CNY
my aunt received),but the serving of bird's saliva was nothing but sugary sweet jelly to me.My friends have complained that my jiwangness is annoying,heck even my girlfriend feels so...haha...somehow though,I know nothing is gonna stop me from writing those schmaltzy poems and love stories.Ever experienced this?to go to school and had no one to speak to at all?to stay home all day expecting a sms and yet the ringer stayed silent?Loneliness is like a Voldermort curse,you might be healed from it but it scars.Somehow,poetry was my remedy to all those loneliness I've felt before.Haha....but i'm not gonna complain much now,I'm very much blessed now to have her.Scrabble....I wasn't even sure how to spell it in the first place and yet I joined the school tournament for it(honestly?I just wanted to slack a few classes of my schedule.)I had Roy for my first round opponent and our match was hilarious considering we were both noobs,showering "Can we do this?"every available turn...hahaha...I got lucky and breezed through but next stop,STEPHANIE!Haha,this overly humble girl conceded defeat before we started and yet she ended up thrashing me.Stephanie,please stop muttering those sorries k?you won it fair and square!you were much better and you deserved the victory!

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Angels Don't Cry

Lost love......something that never fails to scar even the most steel-like hearts.Be brave people,love ain't about having someone right beside you every available moments.Though it's much easier said than done......at least try to fight back those tears as most times,those droplets of salt sears deeper through the wound...

ANGELS DON'T CRY
Since I've known you,I've peered through your eyes,saw the different perspectives of this world we reside in,you're probably my guardian angel,I suppose.
You utilised your wings meticulously,bringing me to lusher and radiant gardens.Used your wings to shelter me from the invasive storm at the expense of being exposed yourself.You gave me something to lean on and protection,shielded me from the malicious intrusions of all evils.
You would worry about me having an all nighter during exams,worry that I couldn't take care of myself,worry that my naiveness and purity would make me succeptible to cheats and cons.With you around,I've got you to do all the worrying while I sit back and gasp over the amazements our mother earth brings.
These days of ignorance slipped by profusely,impossibly lucky I thought I was.
I'm starting to worry that these sort luck weren't made for eternity,worried that someday I will see you walked out of that door,worried that I might lose those wings that eased my flight through many hazards.You've pushed my world into a void,I'm worried that I couldn't survive without your breath around.
How does the real world look like?Would I be hurt from the acidic rain and obstacles as challenged by the world?If I could just step out from the cocoon you've wrapped me so tightly in,take a huge leap of faith over the valley of humanity,would it consolidate all those
hypothesises I have?
It's probably time for me to leave the canopy you've set up all around and taste the kiss of sunlight on me again.You're my angel but please do not cry over my departure,I'm probably just an ephemeral mirage you stumbled upon in the borderless desert of love.
Give me sometime,let me put on my thinking cap,maybe......just maybe,i might feel corroded by the rain and return to your secured embrace again.
Remember,Angels Don't Cry......

Love Defined

What is love?Nobody knows for sure I'm sure......haha...most people don't even know whether they're in love and often they assume that they're in love when they feel jealous......haha.This is a poem I wrote a couple of weeks ago for someone,I hope that you guys will have a better idea but then again,it's totally subjective......find love and you'll know how you regard it.


Time sprinted resolutely by when lovebirds soar,
A journey through the sky of love saturated with affection and romance,
Trails left behind were engraved with months and dates of precious sentimentalism,
Finally true hearts beat as one.

Love needed fertilizing and sunshine to sprout,
Seeds of love were concieved on this miraculous day,
As it's blossoming continue to mesmerize,
Cherries of joy grew in abundance.

Firm branches of bliss were cultivated passionately and thank God it did,
For on this very day,your presence alone dazzled me,
Bringing me through a plethora of mediocre display of the graceful art,
An art you have a fiercely burning passion for.

A month where the illuminating light of an angel was ignited,
Beautiful as she was warm,
Her gentle soul provided a cushion,
That cushioned most of my falls with ease.

She soared many skies with her blessed wings,
Seared through many layers of hardship,
She tripped occsionally,
Only to crash into this vast temple of my heart.

Friday, March 18, 2005

Hands...Hold It

He tried to regulate his heartbeats fearing that she might hear it as it was literally pounding.Tissues scattered everywhere courtesy of his relentless effort to stop the sweating on his palms.Then it happened,all he ever dreamt of for the past week,all he ever anticipated in a very long time.Fingers connected with a shy hesitation but soon eased into a passionate embrace......deja vu anybody?haha......i'm guessing most would experience this the first time they held their lover's hand(I certainly did...hehe).

Holding hands,a simple gesture of love and affection had been severely stereotyped lately.Guys who hold hands are gay,teenagers who cling on to their parents are considered whimps,old baldy guys who hold a younger chick's hands are sugar daddies.People....where is the love?what happened to the sense of security you get while holding hands?what happened to the warmth it provides?

Start holding your loved one's hands people,before it's too late,before the love is lost.......
It's probably the purest display of love and affection,not a tad bit of lust involved.
Hold someone's hands,it might light up their day or life and it would certainly light up yours.

Friday, March 04, 2005

There For Me

The rain poured profusely,
Courtesy of a broken promise,
From the seductive afterglow,
Of the deceptive dusk.

A couple of poodles sashayed their way to the bridge,
Looking warmed though clad only in shabby beige,
While I sat there quivering of the biting cold,
Cocooned by the insatiable desire to have you in my hold.

Admist air saturated with scents of love,
All I inhaled were scents of perfume you left behind,
All I exhaled were sighs of reluctance,
Of accepting your dissapearance.
Winter would dawn upon soon,
Raindrops shall be replaced with snow as white as doves,
Tracing every step of loneliness as it moves,
Leaving trails I hope would eventually lead to you.

Looking at salt crusted pictures of you,
Hoping it would soothe the hollowness that haunts me vividly,
I asked the same question once again,
Before I let tears drown me to sleep.

When will you be there for me...again...