Screwed, crap, fark...whatever's worse
The old adage that platonic friendship is possible came to haunt me with its most destructive curse. It's pure bullshit that the deepest of bonds could be maintained between a guy and a girl. the awful truth is that it's impossible to bare your heart and soul to a member of the opposite sex without having the slightest of feelings.
"All love that has not friendship for its base,is like a mansion built upon the sand."
~ Ella Wheeler Wilcox
That's just plain bullcrap.
A friendship with the slightest tinge of love is like a drop of ink amidst a pool of water, leaving it infiltrated and impure.
This time, I've lost it for good.